Dear Mommy,
I'm tired and I'm weary, you know, I've struggled for solong not to let my feelings show. Mommy,
I was a good girl, I did what was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went to school that day,
To my friends, I never said good-bye,
I'msorry Mommy, I had to go,
But Mommy,
please don't cry.
Mommy,
please tell Daddy;
That I love him very much,
And please tell Chris;
my boyfriend;
That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; She'll be on her own now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best, Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves eternal pain like this,
Mommy, help the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.
And Mommy tell the doctors; thanks, I know they really did try,
They even talked to me six months behind and asked me why I cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with two long slashes on my wrists,
But Mommy please remember, dying in my bathtub was too hard to resist. Mommy I tried to stop, I wish I could,
I cried, until my eyes went dry, Mommy, listen to me if you would,
I wanted to go to college; I wanted to try things that were new,
I guess I'm not going with Daddy, on that trip to Australia too.
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress, but Mommy, I just didn't want to live.
But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
Mommy,please tell Chris, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date, There's waytoo many bruises on my wrists, too many, I cannot count them, I guessnow God has one angel more singing up in heaven. Remember last yearMommy, when Adam was killed, driving in his car, I cried for days onend, but now I don't have to pray and cry for him from afar, I know I'mjust a girl, but life to me is too cruel, but I know without a doubt,That I'm just a girl with scars; Inside and out. I love you Mommy, Ialways have, I know; you know it's true,
And all I wanted to say is, 'Mommy, I love you'.
With love forever and for always, Emily Rose XxX
*In Memory of any teenager that has ever lost their life to suicide*
Please if you would,
Pass this around,
I'd be happy if you could,
Don't smash this on the ground.
If you pass this on,
And let people know,
Depression is a heartfelt cry,
Of every teenage girl and boy,
This is dedicated,
To all the people who didn't get to say 'Good-bye.'
*****Repostthis with the title 'The reality of teenage suicide' and help topromote the suicide awareness yellow ribbon campaign.*****
HELP SAVE SOME LIVES!!!
Dedicatedto all who have lost their lives from suicide and who have tried butheld on. Also dedicated to all who will try it and may succseed